That was it. I got a stress-induced depresion with panic attacks and anxiety so I quit studying and left Spain for Sweden and my family.

I do not want to take antidepressant medication - I'm handling it without medication and I am getting better.

It made me reevaluated my life, how short and fragile it is. For now I'm moving up to the village above the artic circle where my family comes from. I'll be working with a little bit of this and a little bit of that but one thing is sure - I don't feel like wasting more of my youth sitting still juggling with letters. I have been studying because I felt an obligation to do the most of what I have recieved in order to help others that have not been as lucky. i got a hell of a scare and I feel pretty sick of taking responsibility and doing things for others and for nature. I'm a bit more disillusioned I guess, suppose that is nescesary for me to start thinking of what I acctually like doing.

Reflexology and forestry interests me a lot....

hugz / Ina